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DEPRESSION VAMPIRE
01:52
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stall out
bawl until you starve out
carve and eat your heart out
desperate to feed
or break out
let the feelings shake out
baby put the stake down
there isn't a need
vampire
step into this empire
sadness and regret
are yours to feed
succession
take all my depression
add it to your mess
did you get what you need?
love and passion
always so in fashion
your go-to reaction
comfort to seed
but ash and
needles in a trash can
never cure the past
it's just different disease
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i light it up like there's no one around
everyone already feels ashamed of me anyhow
you think i'm here because i want to be?
just fell too hard from where i oughta be
cause i know everyone has bad thoughts, bad days
and i know everyone has moments where they lose their faith
but i'm okay, i'm okay, i'm okay i swear
i'm okay, i'm okay, it was just a scare
it's not real, think i might've just been freaking out
another breakdown, sunday at a waffle house
the coffee's cold i think i'm getting the chills
don't want to talk about who gave me the pills
think i just needed to sleep the nights were getting pretty rough
12 steps from my seat out to the door, am i quick enough? (i'm not quick enough)
cause i know everyone has bad thoughts, bad days
and i know everyone has moments where they lose their faith
but i'm okay, i'm okay, i'm okay i swear
i'm okay, i'm okay, it was just a scare
it's not real, think i might've just been freaking out
another breakdown, sunday at a waffle house
cause i know everyone has bad thoughts, bad days
and i know everyone has moments where they lose their faith
and just believe me it's a bad thought, bad day
it's not the way i was made, it's not the way i'll stay
but i'm okay, i'm okay, i'm okay i swear
i'm okay, i'm okay, it was just a scare
it's not real, think i might've just been freaking out
another breakdown, sunday at a waffle house
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spider-man action figure
02:33
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you are the spider-man action figure on my desk
it's cool
it's really not a bad thing i guess
kept this for so many years
from florida to cali
it's followed me all the way here
you really me a lot to me
i guess
so i'll move the spider-man from my desk
replace it with you
we can do it right here
and i swear to god we'll make love til next year
paint my dreams red and blue
i will crawl back to you
paint my world blue and red
i've always been stuck in your web
paint my dreams red and blue
i will crawl back to you
paint my world blue and red
i've always been stuck in your web
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Feeling This
02:01
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to everyone i knew that never knew who i was
getting drunk in cheap apartments just to keep myself numb
body on the couch, rotting in a sort of hell
tore off all my skin, i just want to shed my old self
so sick, so sick, so sick of this shit
so sick, so sick, sick of feeling this
the cigarette butts on my dresser are a tribute
to every cell inside my body that i misuse
no one ever asks, i don't ever care to tell
carved it in my veins, ok maybe i could use some help
so sick, so sick, so sick of this shit
so sick, so sick, sick of feeling this
every day is water torture
never know who gives the orders
psychoactive small disorders
pills don't work i just get boreder
i should keep it quiet til my capillaries burst
i'm damaged nerves in damaged flesh in damaged pop punk t-shirts
so sick, so sick, so sick of this shit
so sick, so sick, sick of feeling this
so sick, so sick, so sick of this shit
so sick, so sick, sick of feeling this
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i am enlightened
in the face of spiteful gods
i will reclaim my fate
give it a newer and a hotter bod
i will reshape myself
as the thing i want to be
unrelentingly bright and floral
SUPERMASSIVE GLOWING DANIEL
this is loving yourself
this is loving yourself
this is loving yourself now
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VENOM ACTION FIGURE
02:47
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you're the venom action figure i just couldn't replace
with the fucked up teeth and the perfect paint
everybody else seems to have their mistakes
except you, your thighs, and the venom's paint
it's not as good as it could be, i only see it as it could be
it's not as good as it could be, i only see it as it could be
your dog ate venom and we split the blame
but i can't find another one with perfect paint
i guess i should accept everything has flaws
or i'll never be as happy as i once was
it's not as good as it could be, i only see it as it could be
it's not as good as it could be, i only see it as it could be
i got another venom and it's not the same
but i can't keep believing in perfect paint
but can i make a pair like the suit and ed?
or one half as good as you and me together in bed?
cause i can't keep going having nothing to do
with the spaces that i saved in my life for the venom and you
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my brain is always breaking down
in little ways that i can't catch
i'm losing touch with all my friends
there's always smoke inside my breath
it's when everything just hurts the most
or makes me want to hurt myself
or tells me that i can't be saved
if i change or try to ask for help
it's like i'm dying on a dancefloor (break it down)
i'm out of time it's at the backdoor (break it down)
i hate this song just like the last four (break it down)
is mental illness all i'm good for (break it down)
i think i'm running from the answer, break it down
i think i'm living like a cancer, break it down
i think i'm stuck here with a mess i can break it down
or rot alone inside my flesh as it's breaking down
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i just need one thing that i can enjoy
without having to ask for any more
whoa
if i'm in the middle then i'm in a hole
i just need one thing that i can control
whoa
cause if you want it, you got it
i'll take it all down
when you need it, i got it
and i will be around
you can count on me honey to shoulder the blame
if it doesn't work out i'll get out of the game
whoa
if i'm in the middle then i'm in a hole
i just need one thing that i can control
whoa
cause if you want it, you got it
i'll take it all down
when you need it, i got it
and i will be around
cause if you want it, you got it
i'll take it all down
when you need it, i got it
and i will be around
yeah i will be around
yeah i will be around
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