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Depression Vampire
01:52
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stall out
bawl until you starve out
carve and eat your heart out
desperate to feed
or break out
let the feelings shake out
baby put the stake down
there isn't a need
vampire
step into this empire
sadness and regret
are yours to feed
succession
take all my depression
add it to your mess
did you get what you need?
love and passion
always so in fashion
your go-to reaction
comfort to seed
but ash and
needles in a trash can
never cure the past
it's just different disease
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Feeling this
01:54
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to everyone i knew that never knew who i was
getting drunk in cheap apartments just to keep myself numb
body on the couch, rotting in a sort of hell
tore off all my skin, i just want to shed my old self
so sick, so sick, so sick of this shit
so sick, so sick, sick of feeling this
the cigarette butts on my dresser are a tribute
to every cell inside my body that i misuse
no one ever asks, i don't ever care to tell
carved it in my veins, ok maybe i could use some help
so sick, so sick, so sick of this shit
so sick, so sick, sick of feeling this
every day is water torture
never know who gives the orders
psychoactive small disorders
pills don't work i just get boreder
i should keep it quiet til my capillaries burst
i'm damaged nerves in damaged flesh in damaged pop punk t-shirts
so sick, so sick, so sick of this shit
so sick, so sick, sick of feeling this
so sick, so sick, so sick of this shit
so sick, so sick, sick of feeling this
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Porcupine's dilemma
02:03
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you're throwing your fits
and you're slitting your wrists
fill the tub to the brim
before you let anyone in
so i know what you do all alone in the dark
on crosses made from arteries that spike from your heart
you pile up your blessings and you pull em apart
learn to let love in or let your soul depart
so go through the drills
and put up your quills
if they touch you then it's pain at best
is it any wonder why they think you're fucking worthless?
so i know what you do all alone in the dark
on crosses made from arteries that spike from your heart
you pile up your blessings and you pull em apart
learn to let love in or let your soul depart
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Vines
02:28
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stop crying and god, stop being in love
stop drinking yourself to death in wichita
things aren't the same
now your feelings only ever leave you feeling ashamed
don't beg for the scraps, don't speed in reverse
don't follow your heart if your heart always hurts
are you falling apart, don't think you've ever been worse
you're never happy and you never really know what you're worth
please don't think of it now, please just get out of bed
you're getting anxious and i know you're gonna spiral again
your pain has grown like vines, from your arms through your throat
now you're no different from the garden they ignored til it choked
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laying in the dark
watching all the shadows, people in the art
i could never change for you
cause you could never change for me
pacing in the body of a better blood
you're fading to gray, you know you're never done
this ink is gonna run
so give me my heart, my love, my life tonight
that's just the way it is and it's all for you
so now you better run, get it out, try to
that's just the way it is and it's all for you
i saw you walking by
just the ghost behind the glass of my eyes
i could never change for you, cause i could never change for me
yeah
pacing in the body of a better blood
you're fading away, you know you better run
cutting losses, c-c-c-call it a cut
that's just the way it is and it's all for you
so now you better run, get it out, try to
that's just the way it is and it's all for you
so i'll give it away
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